The title of my post is obviously facetious as I wish this weekend could have lasted just a wee bit longer. I never did get to practice my alphabet but I shall. I did dip my pen in ink and wrote out my name and the Fancy's and my name with the Fancy's last name attached and then my name hyphenated with his last name. I realized that his surname which has the fab 'L' in it also has an 'f' and a 'y' which in calligraphy means a whole lot of messy. I announced that I would drop the 'y' and keep all the other letters which made him roll his eyes. I am serious. Messy I can not handle. Speaking of...even though the Fancy was just in town for a mere 48 hours we managed to have a gigantic fight over messy and it was an awful way to end such a great weekend. He doesn't notice the things I do but I think if he really loved me as much as he says he does he would know that my type 'a' personality does not allow for toast crumbs being left on the counter top or toothpaste stains on the white bath mat, which by the way he says I have no 'evidence' that it was him. True but from experience the dogs don't brush their teethe and I am too obsessed with clean to do that, so that leaves one person, no? Needless to say there were tears shed and even though he's messy I am still going to miss him lot's. I would have liked to end the weekend without a row but that's how it ended, again I am convinced it is something that people do to make it easier to say good bye.
I had a lot on my mind, Jules decided it was time to leave The Bright Side Project so she can concentrate on the Besotted Brand launch and truth be told I am torn up inside. I feel like I failed her by not being able to make it generate an income and we worked our TAILS off to make it a success. I have found someone that is awesome and willing to replace Jules but you know it's different when you are this far into something and now have to start from scratch. My new other half is just learning the ropes and I found after a weekend sans the computer I came back and she didn't have the interview answers for the feature Monday but didn't email Jules or text me or send smoke signals to get them. I still don't know of this writing if I will have to write and if that's the case my head will implode from sorrow because that would only make me miss Jules more but I am saving the best for last because Monday 8a.m. I get to meet my boss and have him yell at me for no reason because that's what he does and boy am I looking forward to that! It will usually mean a Sunday night where I am tossing and turning and trying to brace myself for a day of being terrorized--fun! You see the Bright Side Project and this Blahg (and you of course) are the only things that make the day job tolerable and without them I would feel like I have given in to becoming a corporate drone. I never thought about the Blahg being able to get me out of my job but I did have hopes that perhaps the BSP would be able to support me one day so I could spread sunshine but now I guess with Jules gone I am feeling like that was just a pipe dream and I may get stuck after all. So I am feeling a little off kilter today and maybe you might have felt like this at one point in your life too and I was hoping for some reassurance that this too shall past....
P.S. How cuuute is this compilation by the darling (and talented) Jesica Biel look-a-like Tali? That 1st pic? Gah!
